i made a fan video for the swedish electro band enema & gejonte. with drawings from the wall and footage from Slotervaart.

the lyrics go like this :

 refrain... Can a Punker dress like he wants to? (YES....)
That's was why Punk started!
Can a Punker thinks like he wants? (YES....)
That's was the very reason for Punk! Can a Punker say what he wants (YES....)
That's was why Punk started! Can a Punker sound like he wants? (YES....)
That's was VERY the reason for Punk! ---------

jonas wrote in the email about the song:

But Punk has become conservative it has become frozen in its FORM
They wear "Punky" Uniforms a lot of rules and a lot of norms! refrain again and so on...
OUR Punk...shall become what it wants to become OUR Punk...shall grow and be free ANARCHY!!!!!!!!!!!

The Suits - Eugene

Some days ago i met a student band by chance downstairs at the entrance.They improvised on my name,...

wouldn't it be nice to have an own house? 

Can Slotervaart's ACTA building become a home for me? What will remain in my memory of it? What kind of chapter of my life is this? I have philosophical questions and questions about how to experiment with this situation. How to settle here, creating a home?

Is it better to be actively socializing... or do i have to wait for the right moment when things will change. And what about friends? it would be nice to have some more adults here.

Maybe i underestimate these youth, or i am seeing something in them i do not want to accept. I really come to a limit but i cannot describe it. I will explore some more. questions over questions ... while my neighbor is talking loud to her skype.

I manage quite well to ignore her (voice) through these thin walls. I have the feeling this is an experiment: myself crossing this social landscape and see what happens. Beyond fatalism!
 

"Der Mann aus Stein"



"The Ghost T- shirt man"

 two new men appeared today "The Ghost T- shirt man" and "Der Mann aus Stein". I can be the stranger i wanna be here in this student place. My social landscape project is paradox. Maybe its all about myself.

view out of my window:

A huge cloud over Slotervaart today. I have a strange feeling. Me being here. Feels like being in the middle of nowhere. The year comes slowly to an end. What will the future bring?